Wrap me up in light

Delux light was passing through my my window blinds. Got curious to see who gets up this early in the morning. Lingered in my bed for another minute and absorbed the morning freshness that was passing through my lungs. With no sound got up and felt the cold air wrapping me up and reaching me out. It took me only few steps to walk and the old wooden floor start cracking, making noise of heavy me. Despite it was was going forward, just because I was curious of light that shines through my window blinds... The big glass window showed me true.

The say is starting. Sun is up...

Good morning everyone

The contract

The requirements that have been applied for us in addition to become the better person has not been tested. It is us that receives this service with no choice for disagreement. Is it safe? Is it necessary? Or it is only casual thing that the "higher position" human being are able to applie for us? 
The only simple way, that interacts with no time, is our unique and smart way to play the game. The goal is only single one: to trust the thought of yours.
Looking through the paper that needs to be signed. Terms and conditions says: you will become better person. 
The client, the institution... none of this is my illusion.

smth mooched

the bright eye as a spy
was watching me glued to myself
was laughing from nervious me
was crying as she saw me going the way the end is a cliff.

poor little eye in the sky
she didnt know that me myself
i am able to jump of that cliff
i am able to swim
and get the air under water

hold myself before the try
to get up to the sky
and lingered and wished for some push
as finally i got just mooched green suitcase
staring at me from below
and crying for me to go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NbQQGOBOmYg&feature=related

"I am on fire" 

Burning the purple flame of desire

To get the lifetime dream that's under my skin

With an eyesight go to where I wanna be

...

The cup of water over my head:)

I have been walking around with the cup full of water over my head. People would look strangely at me in the street or at the shop. But what they do know about water that keeps you alive..? The water that makes your happiness moist and your body refreshed. So I am scrolling through the streets made of bricks and walls that rises up to the sky. The beauty of architect is making me blind. The greatness of human design protects me from seeing what really happens behind it. The egos... the art... the strange way to maintain your "alive". It is all there for me to see it and read it, bring it in to my mind and lock it up as the reason to be better in life. And me...what I do in a meanwhile.. I walk around with the cup of water over my head and laugh from the inside because I know where I am coming from. So I put my full cup of water on precious ground and dive...dive into the cup full of water:)

The way of you go

New destinations new places
People's small faces
Staring at you as miniature vases.

Asking direction
Would be as getting connection.
With those crazy people
You wanna have as possibly little.

Find the way of your own
Will be freedom to wherever you go.

what do we loose..?

When you have nothing to loose what you are scared of loosing? What happens to your senses when there is an emptiness, a free space? Where does the secure feeling disappears?...

Have been thinking lately about how much do we have and how much do we need to have, how much it is enough to satisfy your well being? Could not come up to any of those answer just because due to our difference... though about mine though. Just because I am ready to give up something but got confused when realised that there is not much that I have. Only the feelings, emotions and sympathy to what is surrounding me. And still feels as I am loosing the mountains of valuable things. Hold it for myself..? Earn more..? Or let go and get what is there, beyond this big mountain of "something".When and how you can feel that you have reached it, the amount that is enough for you...?

That kind of moment

Privilege to sense the trouble warnings. Energy to work on its illumination. Power to deal with its resistance. Joy to feel it loosing.  And whats left the new beginning... Happy moments lasts as long as you think creative, as long as you do an action and make and attraction to your wishes. Spreading that moment for ever it is impossible. Creating the new one - yes!

Rotten

Bravery is to eat what is "rotten" and "out of date".We do it because of the few reasons. Sometimes we do what we got to do. Just for surviving, pushing yourself through with an expectation that soon you will get out of there where you got stuck to. Sometimes we do it because we screwed up in life and made a hugest mistake ever and lost all that we've gained through all the living years. The mess starts to rule your days and "rotten" taste stays in your mouth for a long time. Until you find out how you can change the things or adapt yourself to the situation. Bravery is to change yourself. To become the new you with new living. It is painful and requires a lot of work. As  my friend reminds me: "After the rain always comes the sun"...

one dead tree

one beautiful story...

www.mymodernmet.com/profiles/blogs/one-dead-tree-20-photos

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRtHYiWmsoA
Il est apparu de nulle part. Inattendue et regarda irréel. Je ne le regarder pour un petit moment. Même regarda autour de lui pour s'assurer qu'il existe aujourd'hui n'est pas un mystère: les plantes pleurer pour l'eau; commode ancienne créer l'histoire de la vie de quelqu'un d'autre; canapé marron et orange détient toujours la couverture qui a été laissé de la nuit précédente. Tout cela est vrai. Regardez de nouveau la direction de ma surprise. La lumière brille d'elle. Surire se lève sur mon visage et se transforme en rire. Quelle surprise étonnante à de nulle part dans un endroit où il ne fait pas partie. Quelques heures de joie et de bonne humeur pour la journée. Mahalo.

Listen

Read phonetically

The weather

Summer sway in the morning yearning.

That's my way to freedom calling. 

The waterfall telling his secret story.

The bees brings back home our glory.

The chimney that been sleeping forever.

And the smile of my sister and brother.

According to weather.

Summer will stay here forever.

Happy to be home.

Lucky to go slow.

Seeing, absorbing and smelling and touching.

Will make my day with happiness crunchy. 

Love it forever...my summer home weather...

Brilliant...

...it is to spin an apple in your arms, choose the side that you wanna bite it through, get ready in your mind to make a move and fill your action with a satisfaction. The taste spreads through your mouth and makes you realize... it wasn't the flavour you have expected. Disappointment makes a mimics in your eyes, maybe you wrinkle your nose and put your hands down for a second. There is not much to think about. Your choise is made and wheather its a good or bad one you got to "eat it up". But there is always "but" in any kind of story.

But what if you continue eating the chosen apple and closer you get to the core you can start feeling how riped and juice and flavourful and full bodied bites becomes so pleasant. What if this is the real and unlied flavour of the chosen apple that you almost left it off your hands...how brilliant it is the determination!

d/e/w/y/

   Day light is rising up and creating the the nature silouhettes around the city. One tree, some grass and maybe few flowers is in its painted view. The rest is just an empty space filled in with the buildings and cars.

   Energy to us comes from the sun,wind and water, but meanwhile the city is powered up by electric poles, energized by "the faster the better" strategy to move around the city in the car,  and the angrier you will talk to your server at the table the better you will feel about yourself. The power that creates your energy is generated by these life experiences.

   Wish for some fresh air? Go to the super market. I saw there is a sale for just 29.99 a pack and they add some air freshener for free...you know the one you use to refresh your bathroom air...

   Yell at me when you wanna say something because I can not hear you through the "city nature".

Yesterday is already history, tomorrow will be mystery, present is a present...

This morning I woke up into the sound of quietness
And let my gorgeous dream to float away
And wish me luck for this new, upcoming day.

Stood there in the doorway for about a minute
Looking and exploring,
What is the new given.

Played piano in my mind,
Dressed with warmth of coffee taste inside.

Silly thought came by
Wished that I would play likewise.
Thinking thinking thinking
Dreams will come true today...

 

The first introduction word for all of you, ma friendz

Heya my folks,
So I keep looking and looking at the rain drops that rolls down the window of my room. Will introduce you quickly what I am talking about. At the moment I  am visiting one of the most beautiful places on the planet - France. Truely speaking Atlantic coast,west Fr called Bretagne. I have lived and studied my french language and worked with my friends family for over one year 3 years ago. Today I am back to where I call my "European home" country. Have been here for a three weeks now (...three weeks away from maui). We had such an awesome two weeks weather followed by sun, sun and sun:) You got to know that when it is sunny, bretagne is a heaven on earth. The places are sunshine loved and turquose waters invites you seductively. Sure I was obsest with all the different spots that my boyfriend was showing to me. Took my kite (11m!!!) race board and....kited for few hundred meters and needed to swim in back to the beach.Hahaha never had a kite that big and the wind so light. Failed for my first round. So took SUP board and went flat water exploring around the boats at the harbour. And for sure did not get dissapointed. It was magical.Would comepare it to meditation for your body and mind. So peacefull and easy. Meanwhile after those two gorgeous weeks there it is: the true unexpected face of bretagne! Rain, storm, strong gusty winds, cold and humidy air simply put me down onto the coach wrapped around with BIG blankie with big mug of tea. This kind of lifestyle makes you think about the life, you and your choices, makes you push the interest to what you always dreamt of beeing or doing. And still i watch the water drops rolling down with content feeling deep in my heart. I do make things right and I do them at the right moment. So with this great note I will let you go and enjoy your moment of life. Come back in a few days and I will tell you more of what it is all about:)
Aloha